Yeah, so here I am finally. Completely pissed off and all ready to spill my heart out by writing. Wasn't I supposed to do this like, same time..last year? Well, at least I am!

I want to be left alone. Or maybe not. I neded a break. Desperately so. I took one.

And looks like I was better off before the entire break fiasco. 

I spoke to chotti mum Sni last night. We realised we were more or less in the same boat. Misunderstood, unsatisfied with things and betrayed to a certian extent. 

I wonder if it's a good idea to write it down at all. Maybe I should'nt. But then what? 

Maybe I should give it a shot. Write for a while. Lets see where it takes me. Back to square one or on a path of self realisation.